According to walker her life was over “For six years I do not stare at anyone, because I do not raise my head”. I grew up a tomboy who played with nothing but boys and maybe one or two girls. I was always happy, and a just a big Jokers until I started my middle school year and identified hair on my chin. I have suffered with this problem for the longest. I considered myself as deferent from most girls. When I got the hair on my chin I did not want to be bothered with anybody, I used to hold my head down and kind of slouch so no one wouldn’t see it.
My whole attitude changed I went from the girl who seed to love herself so very much Into the girl who couldn’t stand to look In the mirror. But that should’ve have changed me nor Walker because you can’t look down on yourself just because you have a scar you are who you are no matter if it’s there or not. The scar also changed the relationship with her siblings. From the article Everyday life by K. Nolan Moneymaker she said “siblings relationships are important component of children’s social and emotional development.
The Child Welfare Information Gateway notes that through their relationship with their siblings, children learn skills such as inflict resolution and negotiation; healthy relationships also provide siblings with a support network. As with anything in life, siblings relationships have positive and negative aspects. Walker started to develop to Like on sibling more than the other brother. One of the slings brought both positive and negative change In her life. The brother who shot her with the B gun when she was younger and made a big difference in her life and she just was less closer to him just like any other siblings in life. What the matter with your eye? ” they ask, critically. When I don’t answer with (l cannot decide whether it was an “accident” or onto they shove me, insist on a fight. My brother, the one who created the story about the wire, comes to my rescue. But then brags so much about “protecting” me, I become sick. It seems like she is still never forgave her brother for what he had done to her eye and began to not really like him as much. Since her brother was kind of a part of the accident so she kind of liked him better. For some reason he understood her more. He is my favorite brother and there Is a strong bond between us. Understanding my feelings of shame and ugliness he and his wife take me to a local hospital, where the “glob” Is removed by a doctor named O. Henry. There Is still a small bluish crater where the scar tissue was, but the ugly white stuff Is gone. ” I to can relate to her by this I had a problem with the hair under my chin still to this very day and my mother wanted to help me make a difference if I got it removed or not, sometime down the line it still was going to be there no matter what I did.
It is so much that family members are siblings can o for you, but you are the one who really have to decide what you are going to do with yourself. People don’t make you and how they change you, you do. According to Answers in Writing “Sometime we imagine ourselves as different than what we really are one way at least we picture ourselves as this, yet in reality we do not fit this picture. We think we are kind gentle, when in truth we have very little patience for things. We may see ourselves, it is good to see ourselves as exemplary students, but we hate to be wrong.
However we picture ourselves, it is good to see ourselves for who we really are. Perception can be altered, whether it is how we see the world or how we see ourselves. All it take is a little honesty, without trying to make ourselves feel better, which is what we usually do when we see what we call faults in ourselves. We try to feel better about it, and this often means we find ways to alter behavior. We try to change how we are to supplement our perceived faults. We are far better off Just seeing ourselves for who we are, leaving it at that. Walker use to be the prettiest girl that knew she was pretty and now she is kind of confused.
She is worried about what other people think which is stopping her from seeing the positive in her life. Miners later, in the throes of mid-life crisis, I ask my mother and sister whether I changed after the “accident”. No, they say, puzzled. What do you mean? ” What do I mean? Walker was question herself about who she really was are did she change and she wanted to see what other people such as her family and how they viewed her too. But it was all in the mind of how she saw herself. “That night, as I do every night, I abuse my eye. I rant and rave at it, in front of the mirror.
I plead with it to clear up before morning. I tell it I hate and despise it. I do not pray for sight. I pray for vision. ” She must have really seen herself as this person who so ugly until she got it removed but that didn’t change her she had to see herself from within. Many times I put myself in situation where I Just look in the mirror and wish some things would go anyway but it doesn’t, you can put make up on, put hair on your head but it want change anything. Walker finally sees herself as this beautiful person. She keep questioning herself muff did not change they say.
But she finally realizing everything when she is by her daughter and she is talking to her daughter. Walker says “Since the birth of her daughter she has worried about her discovery that her mothers’ eyes are different from others people’s. Will she be embarrassed? I think. What will she say? Every day she watches a television program called Big Blue Marble. It begin with a picture of earth as it appears from moon. When walker was putting her baby to sleep her daughter Rebecca focus on her eye. She began wanted to protect herself but her daughter didn’t see her eye as such ugliness her daughter ells her there is a world in her eyes.
From the perception of her daughter she began to accept herself. Miss indeed , I realized, looking into the mirror. There was a world in my eyes. And I saw it was possible to love it. In conclusion scar is something that can be covered but never erased. Scars can change a person’s self-esteem and self- worth, relationship with people, and your perception of yourself. It would not make you who you are you can only make you who you are. Theirs is nothing no one can do to change it. You can never change eye.